Roxanne 
Dorit Kemsley is opening up about where things stand with Paul “PK” Kemsley, and it sounds like their relationship is still in a very difficult place.
Nearly a year after filing for divorce, the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills star admitted on the RHOBH After Show that the situation between them continues to be emotionally draining.
“It is so hard. It is so much harder than it needs to be,” Dorit shared.
Despite the tension, Dorit revealed she hasn’t completely closed the door on the possibility of reconciling — at least in theory.
During the conversation, Bozoma Saint John asked her how she would respond if PK came back apologizing and admitting he made a huge mistake.
“If PK today was like, ‘Look, I’ve made the biggest mistake of my life, and this has been awful. I’m so sorry,’ and did all of the things, would you take him back?” Boz asked.
Dorit said she would at least be willing to talk.
“I would have a conversation with him. I wouldn’t be able to say, ‘Okay. Come home.’”
When Boz asked if she could potentially work on the marriage under the right circumstances, Dorit admitted the answer is still yes.
“Yes.”
However, Dorit also made it clear she doesn’t believe PK would ever take accountability in that way.
“For PK to do that — and I don’t believe he actually has it in him — for him to turn around and say, ‘I f—ked up’? I think even if he felt it, and this is the really sad thing, he will never, ever — he cannot do it,” Dorit said while speaking with Boz and Rachel Zoe.
“He will go the other way and ruin his life, you know? Sacrifice. He just can’t do it. And that’s the thing that kills me.”
For now, Dorit says she’s trying to shift her mindset as she moves forward.
“I’ve got a very, very different mentality going into this new year,” she explained.
“And I’m coming into this year not giving a f—k.”
