Alexis Bellino is not happy. The Real Housewives of Orange County friend of says she would have never returned to season 18 if she thought she was going to get the villain edit.

Following the final part of the Real Housewives of Orange County reunion, Alexis Bellino spoke out on her Instagram saying she is absolutely “broken” by this season.

Alexis wrote

“I was already broken by losing my mom 3 months prior to filming, so it was a difficult decision to sign back on. Yet, I went in thankful it brought me out of bed and out of my depression. But now, I have been beaten down so badly, so wrongly, and so many truths left out. So much left on the cutting room floor that would’ve never brought so much hate to me and my family. There ARE receipts. Many. And They WILL be brought out this week. The lawsuit only finalized because the opposition knew we had the receipts to bring to court. She had to pay up because she would’ve lost in court. Ya, she only paid $60k of the $75, but thank you for that $60k. John gave you a discount. ?”

Alexis Bellino continued to call out the ‘lies’ saying,

“he lie that “someone” paid for everything is squashed by the fact of what our forensic accountant did. $50k spent by John year one. Then $380k over 3 years. Then 2 loans of $75k which she finally had to pay because the evidence would’ve squashed her in court. Truth prevails. It’s unfortunate that I didn’t get the opportunity for these receipts to be shown at the reunion, although they were brought by me and they were VERY available to be shown. So now John and I will bring them in our own voice. This is never how I would’ve thought or wanted it to happen. I also want it to be known that I never thought I’d be brought back this season to be the villain.”

Alexis Bellino explains that had she known that, she would have never signed to come back saying,

“I live in love. Not anger or hate or villainous. I truly lay awake every night wondering why it was portrayed this way. Unfortunately, this season made a hit show at my and John’s expense. I thought my beating all season would be finally advocated for at the reunion and the truth would prevail. Sometimes God has a different plan. I will now use my own platform and my voice to share the truth with you because I do not live in toxicity, falsehoods, hateful behavior, victim hood or lies. I signed onto reality…. and now I will bring the reality to light. I will never act or become a victim, I will simply live with God and stand in truth. He always prevails. #staytuned ?????”

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Shannon on the other hand shared a wire transfer service to John Janssen that was completed writing, “That’s a wrap Season 18… #rhoc“

Shannon Beador officially settled lawsuit with ex John Janssen earlier this week.

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